Yes...weakly

Saying yes.

I find it one of the most difficult things I do in my life.

Saying yes means commitment.

It means I owe something.

I’m way happier with no.

No means I get to go do what I want

When I want

With who I want

Yes means you get to decide something about my life.

What I do I now do with you

For you

Because of you.

I really don’t like yes.

Unless I trust you.

Saying yes to someone I trust means something different.

Saying yes to you means that good things will come as a result.

Because you know me best.

You wouldn’t ask me to do something that would hurt me.

You want good things for me.

You know how to get those good things to me.

I think I’ll believe that someday.